October 2010
2 posts
on happiness
i’d like to be happy sometimes, but my mind is always reminded of all the people suffering and dying around the world. it would just seem so stupid to be happy, when there are so many people unhappy. if these people are right there in front of you, you wouldn’t be happy, you would be sad. and if i say that ‘this is life, and these things happen, and it shouldn’t stop us...
the complexity of neurons
i’ve met a lot of sci-fi nerds like me.
and i’ve met fewer creative and artistic people like me.
i’ve met even fewer people who understand the need for intelligence, and the future of humanity.
i’ve met a great deal of so called philosophical intellects.
and i’ve even met a few skeptics like me, who see everything and nothing, who understand infinity, and who will...
August 2010
1 post
reflections
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no one exists besides me. you are all created by my mind for my life, my story. and the only time you exist is when you appear in front of me. when i talk to you online, i am talking to an idea, not a physical body miles away. everything beyond my view is black nothingness until i arrive there. its like an orb around my body. i don’t have a body. i don’t have a mind. there is only nothingness.
...
July 2010
2 posts
amdroid
am i just a desert? god? what am i? is life about feeling or thinking or nothing? why am i no longer real? what happened to people? you self-centered bastard. you make me sick. you make me cry. stop feeding my mind. i never even wanted it. but now that i have it i can’t let it go. i feel bolted to the floor. in a chamber. i’m sick here. stay with me. don’t leave me in the dark. i don’t want to...
last scene; ending dialogue; rough draft
What were you doing talking to an outsider? You know they are full of nothing but lies! The powerless darkness bleeds out of their mortal bodies, the un-glowing gray from their colorless skin, they’re depressing in nature. Your happiness will leave you the longer you are with them, they’ll suck you dry. You know better, Horen. What were you thinking?
I wanted to feel something different. I’ve...
April 2010
1 post
new sour.
i’m learning how to become a fossil.
you look around.
diamonds.
and forever it will be named,
tomorrow’s moon.
and today is rebirthed.
and yesterday is death.
a satellite may catch the faint call.
the call of hunger.
the call of disaster.
the wild will return.
and to the wild breathe shall be tamed.
fight will die.
large creatures will roam.
in the darkness voices will...
March 2010
1 post
goodbye. (the answer to life is only revealed...
to lie is against my genetics.
but i am human to my surprise.
and lying although is against me, it may happen over reconsideration.
i feel a desire to write what i feel.
but feeling isn’t everything.
feeling is nothing according to logic.
the rules are all that apply.
emotion is nonconclusional.
but here i have made up a word.
and with that in mind i will now destroy logic.
to...
February 2010
1 post
a play on dark words
enter: grey dust of the north
peel back the skin of the creature
living on my back
his eyes watch you
waiting to live again in death
for it is life for him and no one else
and the souls living in hell
fill him up
and replenish his black
exit: dust and back
enter: soul of a less-fortunate
you reap for life once more
but second chances are for the living
you haunt around endlessly
in...
January 2010
1 post
say goodbye to loveland
Write me off as the fucking scum of the earth.
Scratch my face up to a bleeding crevice.
Dust will follow.
And to every woman whom I’ve ever wronged.
Rip me to shreds through a wood chipper.
I don’t care.
It’s not enough.
I want you to take a sledge hammer to my face.
Take a gun.
Fire it through my heart.
And I will feel pain.
I will.
But it won’t be enough.
...
December 2009
3 posts
foreverfreedom
on the markets of 2020
a mass suicide is in uprising
a brigade run by pirates
scavengers of free enterprise
rebels to the order
they try their old ways
the ways of their fathers
but its a lost cause
the invulnerability of the state
the technological leap
to new extremes of security
has peaked and washed over
the night fuzz sleep on the job
their droids do the deed
there’s no way for...
cortizone
existence is futile.
you don’t know what some phrases mean.
and you say them anyway.
listen to your heart.
think with your head.
your heart just pumps blood to your veins.
but you can still listen to it.
it makes a beating sound.
like drums.
with the same constant bump.
bump bump.
when you’re excited it speeds up.
and sometimes it skips.
when you’re laying in bed you think about...
hashmalisha
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what’s the thing about relationships.
consisting of you and you.
you see the person and you meet.
they’re pretty and you seem to get along.
you feel a connection and they don’t.
oh maybe they do, but not like you.
you feel overwhelmed.
you are so engulfed in the existence of this human body.
and they like you.
hahahaha. they like you.
but not like you.
and sooner or...
July 2009
22 posts
The Law is Sacred
This one thinks he is one of us And yet he looks like the others The ones we shun in mockery He seems to act much as us And I admit I was fooled more than once But how can he be one such as we When he does not wear the crest? A crest! A crest! Yes, a crest need he We searched his body over and out And no sign could we find about If he is what he claims to be Put him to the test And if he succeed...
Meta
Morphosis I’ll be eating all day I come to the clearing Of winter’s last fall You will hear me howl To the moon of my lord Give me scent Of precious meat for my belly I am ready to tear apart Any creature with a heart Oh lord of the moon Hear my howl and give me now This that I desire I will be a good servant I need my meat for feasting I have no one else to enjoy with This rogue life...
Enter Stage Left: The World
Tomorrow you will come into my land Dressed to kill, you’ll kill millions kid You’ll never wanna go back home If you could see the future I’d say its looking bright Come with me I’ll show you the light, of our five fathers May they rest in peaces To the Earth god we sacrifice their love But they have no love to give anymore We need your strong sword Slay the beast that lay...
Alergency
The Garmagafogs hide under their pillows at night scared of Pocket Fuzzers Oh silly sallies why do you hide so? Is it because you fear the lent of death Or would it be because of your angst for darkness? Never talk to me again little Garmanarmas You are a bunch of pussies I don’t want to know you so So, so So, so, so So is the way things go ho, in the land of Oho.
Funkasaurus Flex
*We Animals Really* I’m an animal without a name I’m a cheetah who looks like a walrus I’m a cardinal with the tail of a cattycat I eat my children And they rest inside of me I let them free when need be When they grow and its time for them to make sweet love With a new mutation In cold season Best of times for this procreation We do what needs to be done In order of survival...
Something to Eat About
Killing trees is like killing bees, Or killing flies, and what else dies? There’s birds, horses, tomatoes, and ants, I could keeping going but who likes rants? I see that you don’t eat meat but you love wheat. And you call yourself vegan, but just give me a reason, Why its better to kill plants who live and die, Then killing a cow and making a meat pie. I could understand and see your...
An Old Friend
I walk outside It’s midnight I begin to light my cigarette But the cold wind blows out the flame I sigh And look ahead A black silhouetted figure stands in front of me The moonlight behind him draws his shape But hides his face Does he have a face? What do you want? I ask him I am not a he. It replies How did you know what I was thinking? I can read minds. Bullshit. Prove it. It reaches out...
Note to Future Self
Dear me, Me oh my! My my, Dear my future self, To whom it greatly concerns, I need you to listen. You may not be the same as I am now. According to scientific study, I have concluded that you will have less of an open mind than I do at age 21. I write this now to remind you in case you have forgotten. You were once open minded. You were once well acquainted with the understandings of life. You...
The Rock With Diamonds Inside
I’m sitting still. Everything is moving around me. But I’m here. I never move. I never do anything. And nothing important ever happens to me. My life is aimless. This is what they have made me see. That I am nothing. But if they could only see. Inside, my mind has evolved beyond their comprehension. To a place where few have traveled. Where observation of the physical is common. And...
In the Name Of the Mother
God if you’re there, Can I just say, That everything you’ve taught me, Has done nothing, completely, To explain things, In my own ways, I think, I’ve had to figure it out, By myself, I suppose, I’ve had to explore, understand, Alone, I’ve been, Never connecting, With the humans you’ve created, Here, now, I am telling you, I love you, As a child must love their...
It's Like Dirty Candy
*War on the Streets in 2820* Don’t tell me your problems Because I probably want to hear them But i dont need to hear them You see what im saying? Leave me alone This guy’s getting too cocky We need to boost the power on his respector Leave him be You add anymore you’ll kill him Don’t tell me what you need I want to be in the light of the city I want you to die You...
Too Much Time Despair
If you aren’t looking forward to something what are you doing? Do you want to tell me your purpose in life? Would you tell it to me? I have given you 20 years of life, can you not tell me? You can’t think of one. You don’t have one. Bleed your optimism out your mouth. You’ve been shot by uncertainty.
Ethel's Burden
I am a piece of shit. I am a floor rug. I am trampled on by the masses. I am a flag pole planted in the ground wondering what its purpose is. I am an unwanted drug that only gives bad trips. I am unconscious. I am destroyed. I am withered away to a shitty crumb, and you find the crumb with your microscope and feed it to your husky. I am the stool your husky shits out that rots away after three...
Godwin's Flaw
I’m going to save the world. My brain isn’t powerful enough yet. But I will fix that. I was born with disabilities. But I’m going to conquer them. The world is faulty. But I will unite it. I’m going to take control. I’m going to construct a formula to create the most perfect human imaginable. If this scares you, you aren’t ready. If this scares you, then you are...
My 25 Un-things
I put this in my writing blog because to me, its pure literary perfection.
I stole this from Jason Hey, are you unwilling to post 25 things about yourself? Are you wanting something to counteract that meme that has made it across damn near every Facebook profile out there? Do you want to spend the next hour trying to come up with something vaguely creative/funny? Then try this meme: 25...
For All The Rationals and Irrationals, Or Everyone...
I’m sorry but I have to say That all you theists’ and atheists’ views are array And nothing you ever say or think Will prove or justify anything to me I only see that the truth is unknown That everything ever experienced could in fact be prone To not existing in the first place if you catch my drift And you probably don’t because it makes no sense But this is how I see existence and such And I...
My 10 Commandments
Make up your own 10 Commandments. Try and show your personality for bonus points. I only tagged people who I thought would make their own. If I didn’t tag you that should piss you off and make you want to make one even more so do it! 1. I am not the Lord your God, I’m just a silly human. I thought I knew the Lord your God once, turns out it was just my conscience. So just don’t...
On Meditation
I’ve never been able to meditate. I’ve tried. Really I have. But I don’t think I will ever be able to do it. You see my brain is malfunctioned. It doesn’t know when to shut off. I can’t control it ever. It’s always wandering off thinking about things I don’t even want it to think about. Like when I used to take tests in school, it would take me twice as long because I was always thinking about...
hey some more poems!
everyone’s stupid everyone’s smart there’s no point to life so fuck it and make art! I’m human you’re human i wanna live so do you so lets not kill anyone k brb i g2g jk lol wtf? idk
Psychology paper
Hunter Faugot Introduction to Psychology Sandra Todaro 10/09/08 “I Don’t Know” (An Essay on Organized Religion) ‘Rather than love, than money, than fame, give me truth.’ -Thoreau Religion, according to the Oxford English Dictionary, is an action or conduct indicating a belief in, reverence for, and desire to please a divine ruling power; the exercise or practice of rites or observances...
hey i wrote a poem
we are human humans are nature so we are nature when we study nature (science) we study ourselves we are not immortal gods are immortal so we are not gods when we study gods (religion) we learn nothing about ourselves
My Quotes
*these are just some quotes i made up. i encourage others to make their own. its pretty fun.* Nothing can really be put into words, however, we must communicate to survive. The knowledge of the truth of life is most important to me and so I do my best to communicate it with others for our survival. I’ve never heard of an invention worshiping its inventor. What would be the point? I...