God if you’re there,
Can I just say,
That everything you’ve taught me,
Has done nothing, completely,
To explain things,
In my own ways,
I think,
I’ve had to figure it out,
By myself,
I suppose,
I’ve had to explore, understand,
Alone,
I’ve been,
Never connecting,
With the humans you’ve created,
Here, now,
I am telling you,
I love you,
As a child must love their mother,
Because you tried,
But I’m sorry,
You failed miserably.