to lie is against my genetics.

but i am human to my surprise.

and lying although is against me, it may happen over reconsideration.

i feel a desire to write what i feel.

but feeling isn’t everything.

feeling is nothing according to logic.

the rules are all that apply.

emotion is nonconclusional.

but here i have made up a word.

and with that in mind i will now destroy logic.

to destroy logic is illogical.

but to think logically is illogical.

if i were really to begin this discussion which i apparently am now.

i would begin with this.

logic is as much bullshit as faith is.

faith is to believe in something with no proof.

and logic is to believe in something with all proof.

but.

what is proof?

proof is fact.

but fact is according to law.

the laws of the universe.

that is what logic is governed by.

but how do we know the laws of the universe?

who’s to say we know all?

einstein came up with the latest theory of the universe.

how do we know there are not more?

but more importantly.

how do we know any are right?

there is never a 100% chance on anything.

if you think there is you are 100% wrong.

now grant it, according to what we know of the laws of the universe.

much of what science says is agreed upon.

but you can’t agree with the laws of the universe.

they are created by humans.

why?

numbers are created by humans.

charts are created by humans.

so why isn’t logic created by humans?

it is impossible to know.

everything we have seen has been through our eyes.

so how can we prove it’s real?

because we saw it?

some people claim to see ghosts.

some people claim to see even more absurd things.

how do we know we aren’t all absurd?

i don’t know where i’m going with this.

but i am glad my logic is still coming through even when i’m completely wasted.

but wait.

if i’m using logic.

that’s just one side of the coin.

well the other side would be illogical.

faith, emotion, feeling.

how do we know those aren’t real?

we don’t.

the point i’m trying to make.

and i don’t know why it’s taking so long.

is that nothing is true.

and nothing is false.

or is it?

what do we know?

nothing.

and that is all.

and if you haven’t figured this out yet.

or have figured this out.

i say.

hello my friend.

let us live in the moment.

but let us look forward to the future.

because there is no right.

and there is no wrong.

and we could die today.

or we could live on.

but no matter what.

the point of all this.

is that there is no point.

and life is a paradox.

and the truth will never be answered.

so enjoy what you can.

and i will too.

i’ve rambled on as much i can.

and i can’t believe how drunk i am.

well maybe alcohol impairs people differently.

or the same.

with this mindset.

there’s no answer to anything.

but that’s the way to start.

if you start here you can continue happy hearted.

but alas.

the heart is only there to pump blood.

and i am a vampire.

let me suck your blood.